Tuesday, 30 June 2009

I left this a bit late...

... I have to say, it's been a bit hectic the past couple of weeks, and yet I feel as though I've done fuck all!

I said I'd post some of my writing on here, so, here you go :) 
this is the most recent one.
I wrote it in under five minutes the day after I lost my dear friend April.
It's not related to her, but her death bought up a lot of bitterness that I didn't think I had left.

I remember you, you're the one that drags me down, 
the one that spills my blood, and watches me drown
When there’s no one around
Tears break the ominous sound
I’ve fallen to my knees on the cold hard ground

When you’re falling and no one can save you this time
When you’re walking a cavern on the finest line
Spiders walk the ground you lye on
The clouds will cover the light from the sun
You fall from the line
That euphemistic decline
Time’s up
It’s over
You’ve fallen behind

I remember you, you're the one that drags me down, 
the one that spills my blood, and watches me drown
When there’s no one around
Tears break the ominous sound
I’ve fallen to my knees on the cold hard ground

They don’t exist other than when it’s convenient to choose
But when you need them you’re really nothing to lose
Bleeding their promises on the stone floor
Watching memories of yesterday pour
You’re dying again
Without your “friends”
Time’s up
It’s over
Blood’s thicker than water

I remember you, you're the one that drags me down, 
the one that spills my blood, and watches me drown
When there’s no one around
Tears break the ominous sound
I’ve fallen to my knees on the cold hard ground

Without a will
You pop another pill
Take another sip of the poison drink
You can’t stop and think
That somebody cares
There’s no body there
Life’s shit and you seemed to have had your fair share
You can scream
You can dream 
But time’s up
It’s over
This is the end

I remember you, you're the one that drags me down, 
the one that spills my blood, and watches me drown
When there’s no one around
Tears break the ominous sound
I’ve fallen to my knees on the cold hard ground

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

Sunny days = happy days =D

Eveeeenin!
Well, today was fantastic.
I went into work and got my present from the team, and it was sooooo lovely of them. I got a lil Tatty Teddy 18 glass, and a £20 H&M gift voucher. 
Soo sweet of them!

I met Mr Louiseee in town for coffee, which was GOOD times in itself!
I got all I wanted for Saturday, and more.
Looks good too :P

AND! I got home, and my GORGEOUS lil Hell Bunny dress had arrived!
I was SO happy! and it looks great! =D
All I need now are my Iron Fist shoes and I'm well away! 

So, chill time now, and all's well
Laterrr
xo

Tuesday, 9 June 2009

If I was ever to write an auto-biography...

it'd be THE most pointless thing I ever did, but sound like a few scripts off Eastenders!

This is why I don't like holidays and time off college/work, it gives me time to think about things!

Anyway, I was sitting at home looking through my USB drives trying to free up space on my laptop and came across a shit load of writing!
Then I realised, it's been FAR too long since I last updated my first book!
Add to that, it's been too long since I wrote any amount of decent lyrics. This makes me sad . . .
I love writing, and I've had no time, or motivation to put pen to paper.
I guess in time I'll put a few bits of my work on here, just for effect...

OH! and I realised, ELEVEN days till my 18th. happy timesss!!!!

Most pointless blog ever. Oh well, I'm not sorry.
I'd still rather have done a Vlog. BUT, I don't have a decent enough camera to do it with.
WAIT TILL I GET MY PHONE BACK mwahhaa!

Byeesss xo

Monday, 8 June 2009

I still think a Vlog would have been easier :P

Okay, so my first blog. Used to be such a Myspace thing, oh how times change ;)

So today was my last A-Level exam, History, and it was a bit shocking, I wasn't expecting the earlier events. Not too happy, I was hoping to get something about the later stuff.
Also, my friend Kate leaves for Africa at 7pm today, for about 3 months. It'll be a long summer, but hopefully time will fly by.

That left me with the decision to get another job, or take on more hours at Tesco *sigh*. I'd rather not do either, but, if need be, it's there aye!?

I can't believe college is over . . . then again, at least I've made a year, I've gotta say I'm pretty proud. It's been the best year so far, and I'm not over exaggerating either =D

Anyway, that's all for now, I'm sure this will be a new addiction by the end of the week ;) 
Laterzzz xo